not coming home

Actually, I want to upload some photos from my sisters engagement but this stupid blogger lembab sangat soo, malas lah :D And nak upload photos from her graduation day but still, sebab lembab -____- Went to school todayy :) at first macam rasa pelik . Sebab tak biasa, and sebab datang lambat -.- Actually itu takde lah pelik sebab memang biasa hehe :D Bila sampai je, everyone's outside the class. Lagilah pelik kann, then tengok Liyy on duty. Haaa, then tunjuk Dona dengan Tiqa dengan Liyy buku baru. I just bought it yesterday, haa, yesterday went to KLCC and walked around in my ballet flats. It hurts like hell OMG, sebab the day before I walked around UIA, like how big a university could be? Urgghhh. Serious sakit gila, then I asked my sister to switch her sandal with my flats. Gila lega ohhh -_-" About the book I bought, the title is Nature Of Jade.





THIS IS WHAT THIS BOOK IS ABOUT ;

I am not my illness. "Girl with Anxiety," "Trauma of the Week" - no. I hate stuff like that. Everyone, everyone has their issue. But the one thing my illness did make me realize is how necessary it is to ignore the dangers of living in order to live. And how much trouble you can get into if you can't.

Jade DeLuna is too young to die. She knows this, and yet she can't quite believe it, especially when terrifying thoughts, loss of breath, and dizzy feelings come. Since being diagnosed with Panic Disorder she's trying her best to stay calm, and visiting the elephants at the nearby zoo seems to help. That's why Jade keeps the live zoo webcam on in her room, and where she first sees the boy in the red jacket. A boy who stops to watch the elephants. A boy carrying a baby.

His name is Sebastian, and he is raising his son alone. Jade is drawn into Sebastian's cozy life with his son and his activist grandmother on their Seattle houseboat, and before she knows it, she's in love. With this boy who has lived through harder times than anyone she knows. This boy with a past.

Jade knows the situation is beyond complicated, but she hasn't felt this safe in a long time. She owes it all to Sebastian, her boy with the great heart. Her boy who is hiding a terrible secret.

A secret that will force Jade to decide between what is right, and what feels right...

She lives near the zoo, just like I do, she was once scared with the sound of the chimpanzees and I was once shocked with the sound of the lions. I found Jade shares a lot of common with me. She counts syllables, whenever she feels uneasy. Thats something I do quite a lot when I'm bored. Just like counting this : IM- MI- TA- TING = four syllables, then I will add some words to make it 10 or wtv. I'm weird? Yeah, I think so too. Why did I typed imitating? Because this song I'm listening to is reminding me of Novak. Did I ever told you that Adam Levine's voice reminds me of him? No? Anyway, I'm telling you now :] Andd, Jade thinks like me, not think, think. Just the way she analyzes and erm, why don't you read it? I'm not really into explaining now.

I got back some papers from the trials. OMG, PMR is so near! Did I sound like I'm reaally scared of it? I was trying to make myself realize that the time isn't waiting for me with those. Anyway, about the results. 1A 1B 1C. Agama, Sejarah, Geografi. I don't know when's teacher Azwani coming back. It's been a long time since I met her. I don't miss her, I just want my papers -___- And I got Maths paper 1- 38. The two mistakes are seriously silly mistake and careless mistake. Haihhh. And in agama, I skipped 2 questions. Tak perasan and malas nak check, tulaaa nak tidur je. If I got those two question correct, I'll get 95. Damn :/ Anyway, I'm off, byee :)