I'm not in a good mood, but nothing is wrong. Nothing, except me. My thoughts are bothering me, and I should add - too much. It's making me feeling nothing. Empty. I think I'm losing my feelings, I hard for me to cry nowadays. Okay, maybe I don't cry easily. But I'm also not laughing, okay I do laugh because of silly jokes. That's something we can't help right? But I'm not laughing because I'm happy. Happy is one feeling that I haven't felt in a while. Yeah, I miss happy. I miss feeling happy. I miss feelings. That's the conclusion. I feel like I'm sleeping all this while. I'm not putting any attention to whatever I'm doing. Even in exams, I tried hard but I just can't concentrate. But I don't know what's missing. I don't know whats wrong. I don' think this is working. Farewell.
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