I'm not complaining. But what if, one day I couldn't take it any longer and things just won't come out right and letting go is the only way? I know I should trust. But why does small arguments are so exaggerated nowadays? Because we both have changed.
There's no really anyone to talk to. People are so busy with their lives even to have a little talk with me, let alone hearing my problems. Ever since I'm with you, my friends are the second choice. You know me better than I know myself. I don't know how things will be when I lose you. I know what I did before was wrong. I'm the one at fault. But I'm trying my best now, only if you can feel the difference. I'm sorry for everything I did wrong. I'm being super-sensitive and over-protective now, I know. The fact that I don't see you everyday anymore encourages me to do that even more. I guess I'm just insecure. And why the heck am I feeling that way?
Tell me that I don't have to be conscious about this, tell me that it's all OK. I trust you, every word you say. That you won't leave me and you're going to make me your wife someday. And I don't want anything else more than that, ever.
I want to live every second of my life ahead, loving you. As much as you love me too. I want to hear those silly jokes of yours everyday. I want to be the one that never leaves your mind. I want to make you laugh like how you make me without even trying. I love everything about you. Your smell, your hair, the look on your face when you're trying to concentrate, the way you look into my eyes, the way when you look elsewhere when I'm talking to you as if you're not listening but you always do. Everything I've ever wanted, you are :)
I'm so glad to be yours. I'm so grateful that you're mine.
This is not made specially for Valentine's btw.
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