Such a contamination

I am subtly conscious that I'm a forgetful person. I tend to be insensible about things that happens to me day by day unless it is something that I want to remember. I'm feeling... hopeless. That's the closest word to what I'm feeling right now. I'd like to videotape my life, each second. If I'm capable of doing it.

Yet, I'm still going to cherish my life because I have no time to lurch upon this disappointment. This is my final school year! No more uniforms, waking up early, having breakfast in the car, walking back home under the glaring noonday sun, annoying teachers nagging. Just like that. Five years of high school. Should I be crying or something now?

No.

As much as I know that I will miss school after leaving, I still can't wait for it. Get over with SPM and then I'll be free :) I'll be sleeping in all day for about 2 weeks right after SPM is over. Haha, it's not even March Test yet and I'm talking about being SPM-free.

"Kiss me goodbye and I'll never let you leave."