Been thinking of what future might bring and how I'm going to face it. But I'm aware that those things are uncertain and vague now . Nevertheless, I still keep picturing it in my head like it's coming near. And somehow, that still creeps the hell out of me.
School's fine, except the fact that I'm not capable of becoming a really good student. Oh God, how I wish my brain could stop working for unnecessary things instead of just studies for this year. Just this one freaking year. That will be just perfect.
I actually do stalk people now. But I don't think it is stalking when everything that's supposed to be secrets are all spread out to be a general knowledge. Under your own command though. So if you're afraid of what the society might react, don't do stuff that will make people judge. But if you are like me, do whatever you want and don't even bother to give a flying fuck of what people will think. Simply undemanding. And I'm going to say, don't judge a book by its cover. Because what your eyes see are not always the truth, and every assumption you make could have the possibility to be wrong.
I'm honest, I say what's on my mind and if you can't take it, then just stay away. I'm not nice, I'm not friendly, I don't like making new friends everyday, I don't like chocolates. I'm not the person you think I am. I'm just... cool :D
"Your presence is always the best present."
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