You know why it's hard for you to be happy?
Because you find it hard to let go of things that make you sad.
Holidays are here yeay! And 19 more days for trial (?) Shit I just hate this feeling -.-
So yesterday I did some test on what course I should take/ what job suits me most in the future. Andd, I just can't believe the results. I mean like, seriously! It's all about science related stuff, example of the jobs are doctor, dentist, geologists, the person that does research underwater (can't figure out the name of the job) and etc. I was like "What?!" Yeah yeah, so I said to the teacher that that is SO not me then he said I'm just not pushing myself to the extend of my real capabilities. Well maybe. Not -.- just look at my Biology marks.
Maybe if I work harder and somehow manage to get an A for Biology and other science subjects (oh how I wish) in the SPM. I"ll go for dentistry. Because of the $.$ and the working time. I'm informed that dentists work for fixed hours unlike normal doctors, so that's good right? And if I'm just not meant to work in that stream I'll take Psychology. That's actually what I'd like to do. Deep inside. When I said I wanted to be a psychiatrist to the teachers they were like, "You''ll have to deal with mental people" And I was like, "Yeah..." Maybe that is not it. But who knows what future holds.
I'm off now, bye!
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