How different

It's amazing how other people can get close and open up so easily.

I'm in a semester-break right now. We get 1 and a half months off from those tiring schedule. I mean, how's class from 8 until evening, continuing additional studying until 1 am, everyday not tiring?! Ok to make it more accurate -- every weekdays. We still need to study on weekends nevertheless. My sleeping pattern now is completely the opposite from then now. Sleeping at 2 am and waking up at noon. I'm aware that it's too long... But I've got nothing to do at home anyway! -.- Even if I get up early, I'm just gonna waste my time playing Sims on Facebook or eat or do whatever else that's just going to consume my time without giving any benefits (Yes I purposely tried to make that sentence long). So yeah...

And I gained 1.5 kg. That's not a surprise considering that I only eat, sleep and sit in front of the laptop nowadays. Seeing those pretty girls on fashion blogs makes me want to kill myself T_T Ok let's just say that it makes me feel depressed a bit (I don't want to die yet).

Actually, what I really wanted to say is that I'm impressed at how other people can get close so easily. I'm halfway through our semester-break now and it's been a while since I've talked to my classmates or housemates. But they have been contacting each other like, everyday? Based on what I see on Facebook that is. And I haven't even tried to talk to them since finals ended. I sound like an introvert bitch.

I think I am one though. I find it really hard to trust someone, especially someone I barely know. And I don't like getting too close to anyone. I'm afraid that if something bad happens, it's just going to be really awkward between us. We might end up being enemies or something. But that's just me I guess.

It's nearly 2 am now. Bedtime for me. Nights! Xx